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                        Soaring Wings Ministries

When You Cry Out To God He Hears!!!!

1/31/2014

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Yesterday was a hard day for me.  I was discouraged.  I was tired.  I was burdened.  I was overwhelmed and I wanted to go home.   We have done so much work here at the house on Trinity Lane....unpacking, cleaning and repairing.  We have been meeting people, making new friends and becoming involved in our church and community and still yesterday I wanted to forget it all and go home.  Colorado is a beautiful state, their are wonderful people here and the house on Trinity Lane is warm and has gorgeous views out every window.....but, when things got hard all I wanted to do was go home and Colorado wasn't feeling like home! 

This week we found out that Ed's cough that he has had since we left New Hampshire was more than allergies or asthma like we had thought.  After going for a physical, his doctor sent him for chest x-rays, cat scan and lung function test.  The results showed that he has some sort of restrictive lung disease.  We do not know all the details yet and will know more after he sees the lung specialist next week.  He gets winded and tires easily.  Needless to say we did not like this news.  I began to feel like God was a million miles away and I was honestly mad at God for not making things easy for us.  Really?  This had to happen?  We have so much to do! We need good health to accomplish the tasks before us!  Wasn't it enough that we had given up everything that we loved on the East Coast to move out here to  Colorado?  Did we miss understand God when He whispered in our ears about moving to Colorado to start a homeless ministry?  If we were doing what God wanted us to do why wasn't God making things easy for us instead of harder?  Why wasn't God keeping us healthy?  Shouldn't God bless us, make things easy for us and take away all of our problems?  After all Soaring Wings Ministries and moving to Colorado was His idea! 

I know most of you have watched the TV show "Survivor" and sometimes one of the players is voted off after being "blind sided".  The voted off player never sees what is coming and is completely surprised when voted off by players that were suppose to be in an alliance.   Being blinded sided is the result of broken trust.  Anyways, you get the idea, and I told God that I felt blind sided.  I have always believed in being honest with God...no sense pretending or denying how we really feel. He knows anyways and a personal relationship, like I have with God, calls for complete honesty.  In expressing my honest feelings to God, the tears came. They weren't just tears rolling down my cheeks, they were great big gulping sobs.  I felt better after my good cry but still went to bed feeling emotionally exhausted, tired, overwhelmed and abandoned by God.

I woke up early this morning at 5:30 a.m. and immediately turned to the Bible study book "Into The Word" by Anne Graham Lotz.  As part of a small group Bible study back in New Hampshire, I had studied the Bible using this book for one year prior to our leaving New Hampshire.   This morning I turned to the section on HARDSHIP and began to go over what I had studied over a year ago.  I quickly remembered that WE CAN BE COMPLETELY IN GOD'S WILL AND STILL HAVE HARDSHIP.  Let me say that again, WE CAN BE COMPLETELY IN GOD'S WILL AND STILL HAVE HARDSHIP. I was immediately comforted by this thought and truth as there was nothing more that I wanted than to be completely in God's will.  Even after being a Christian for most of my life, the world and the world's truths still suck me in.  The world makes us think that God exists to make our lives easier and that He is there to do what we want Him to do when in reality it is the other way around.  God has made us for His glory and we are created to serve and honor Him as our God and Father.  I had forgotten this truth and because of that it was causing me to feel discouraged, blind sided, abandoned, overwhelmed and tired.  

I began to read the 27th chapter of Acts which tells about Paul's journey to Italy as a prisoner of the Roman government.  If ever a man was completely in God's will and enduring hardship at the same time, it was Paul! His commitment in giving everything to the Lord never wavered during all his hardships.   As I read the 27th chapter of Acts I wrote down every hardship that Paul endured during this journey to Rome on a sailing vessel.
  
Now, you would think that because Paul had given his life to God and was doing God's will that things would be easy....not so.  This is what happened to Paul as he sailed to Rome, Italy:


  • Paul was in a weakened physical condition when he boarded the ship.
  • -they made slow headway.
  • -the wind did not allow them to hold their course.
  • -they moved along the coast of Crete with great difficulty.
  • -they had lost much time.
  • -the sailing was dangerous.
  • -a nor'easter, a wind of hurricane force, swept down off the island of Crete.
  • -the ship was caught up in the storm and could not head into the wind.
  • -the ship was given way and driven along by the storm.
  • -there was one lifeboat for 276 men on board.
  • -they were barely able to make the lifeboat secure.
  • -the men had to pass ropes under the ship to hold it together.
  • -cargo was thrown overboard because of the violent battering from the storm.
  • -they had to throw the ships tackle overboard.
  • -neither sun nor stars appeared for many days and the storm continued to rage.
  • -the men on board gave up all hope of being saved.
  • -they had gone a long time without food.
  • -the men made a mistake in not listening to Paul who told them not to sail from Crete.
  • -they were forced to make plans to run the ship a ground on an island.
  • -after 14 nights at sea they were still being driven across the Adriatic Sea.
  • -they were looking for shore to run a ground and instead found the waters to be 120 feet deep.
  • -they feared that they would be dashed against the rocks. 
  • -some of the sailors tried to escape in only lifeboat but were caught.
  • -the soldiers cut the ropes that held the lifeboats and let it fall away to prevent sailors from leaving.
  • -they were in constant suspense and had were lacking food for 14 days.
  • -when daylight came the men did not recognize the land.  They did not know where they were.
  • -they tried to run the ship aground on a beach but instead got stuck on a sandbar.  
  • -the bow of the ship was stuck fast and the stern was broken into pieces from the pounding surf.
  • -the soldiers made plans to kill the prisoners, including Paul, to prevent them from escaping.
  • -those that could swim jumped overboard and swam to the beach; the others that could not swim survived by hanging on to planks and pieces of the broken ship. 


WOW!  All that happened to Paul as a prisoner and he was completely in God's will! As he was going through this dreadful experience on the ship he was an encourager to the men on the vessel!   God spoke to Paul during the storm and told him not to be afraid and Paul shared this encouragement with the men who were keeping him captive.  He shared his faith in God to offer the men hope and encouragement.  Amazing!!! 

So what did I learn from reading this story about Paul.  I remembered that God is with us during hard times. I also remembered that we can be completely in God's will and have hardships.  My circumstances did not change after praying and reading my Bible this morning but my attitude sure did.  I no longer felt  blind sided, abandoned, discouraged or thought that I missed God's will by being here in Colorado.  I am so grateful that God's word, written so many years ago, is still alive and speaks to me today.  I encourage you to take time to read your Bible and draw strength from it.  Spend time talking to God...HE HEARS YOU AND HEAR CARES! Remember that whatever you are going through today God is with you.  Just as God was with Paul on that ship, He is with Ed and I in Colorado at 499 Trinity Lane and He is with you in whatever hardship you are going through.  Please keep Ed and I in your prayers as we seek to do God's will here in Colorado. Pray for health for Ed and guidance for the doctors as he sees the lung specialist next week.  Pray for our protection from discouragement.  We would love to partner with you in prayer as prayer is powerful and when more people pray it is even more powerful.  If you would like for us to pray for you just let us know.  All prayer requests will be in strictest confidence and we will not share them with any one except our Lord.  

I remain His faithful servant,
Anita Rennells
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Guy Stevenson link
1/31/2014 10:37:44 am

You say things so right! God walks beside all of us through thick and thin! It sounds so simple but I feel I need to say it, we learned it as kids and maybe we should sing it more as Adults when we are confused, Jesus Loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so...

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Anita Rennells
1/31/2014 01:26:12 pm

Thank you Guy! So true...Jesus loves us!

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    Anita Rennells is writer of this blog.  She, along with her husband Ed, founded Soaring Wings Ministries to serve the homeless.  The purpose of the blog is to tell the story of Soaring Wings Ministries and to give glory to God. 

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